you said something and it made me think.  you said one day your gonna show up at my door alone and treat me like a king . like how i desrve to be treated . and you said it well say it with such conviction. but heres the thing and  like i said i  have been thinking. you say this and you beleave it so that says one of two things and nither of them are really good. 1, ya are banking on it not working out. that its just a passing fancey for the time being. like just something to pass the time till i get enuf money togeather 0.o . or 2 its just something to say to keep me hanging on and waiteing for that one day so that i can be that back up plan. mabey im thinking to much mabey im not seeing the big picture or missing something thats blatantly obviouse. idk